Saturday, October 22, 2005
the stress is OVERWHELMING! really up to the brim of me! it exceeded the capacity i could take... almost died... 3 reports to submit in one week is really no joke. i can safely say this is the worst really the worst i've ever experienced with projects. and i hope i would NEVER have to experience this again. 14 straight hrs doing an access programme, after which we need to 'formulate' out the report until a point when we simply cant form anymore readable sentences. its just doing something so detach from ur brain, u just continue typing w/o knowing wat's going on. coma-fied.hell weeks to come. i hope i emerge a stronger person after this whole lot of fatigue, anger, frustration coupled with an occasional laughter and joy. exams coming up real soon. i thought everything is gonna be over by this hell week when i can settle down and really start studying, but i guess i was wrong, there's still a quiz and a presentation to prolong my misery. ARGHHHHH!!!! i wish the ntu professors are abit more sympathetic.-exhausted-making the decision whether to continue with SP is really a huge burden to me... i just cant decide. i hope i will not regret the final decision i made, and that i will enjoy myself throughout this process, which i think i will with the company of cuicui, weiyu, jj, ngiamy etc etc... having this rare chance to be SP is really an opportune time for me to cultivate more love for the art scene and revive the rarely-ever-get-a-chance-to-perform me~ i hope i will still have enough time to spend with my family and dear! and of cos with all my friends out there! all e best to me... :)
on a happier note, marchieeee is on its way!!!! sooooooooooo exciting! heheheez... sis and me are REAL excited! cant wait :) but hafta wait LONGER now... boo hoo hoo... =Sand lastly...hApPiEEEE bUrFdAe, dArLinG siS!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :)
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